"What Fools these Mortals be" Monday, April 6, 2009 / 3:28 AM
Rendevous with Cheryl, Yx, Hy. Ended.
Sadly. But Sakae was good! ;D super good! ;D
What more, we went nuts camwhoring. 190 pictures. haha.
Cheryl bcame a zilian freak. Haha.
Look at what peer pressure does. LOL.
Misses to all of them. I need them in my life. I need them in my life.
Heartfelt misses. Hope we can really stay in touch. Loves.
Not so good and not so bad.
Mixed? Indescribable?
I dont know how to start this post, so whatever. LOL.
GP was supposed to be boring and whatsoever.
But today was utter emoshit.
Linli got like 38/50 for the GP essay? Which is like 3rd highest in class?
I thought me and Katie would be like in the same plight.
Then Mr Liew commended her about good points and arguments. 33/50.
Alright, so yea. I was on an isolated island between both of them.
Epic failure. 29/50.
So well, i had to bear with the sadness till 915.
Scrambled up for PE. Well, during PE i started my first strike against peer pressure. I didnt run with them. I ran on my own 'cos they ran really fast. So i ran at my own pace 'cos i knew if i ran with them i would just end up being unable to catch up and get left behind all shag and stuff. So i ran alone. Everyone was in pairs and all, i felt really weird but yea whatever. Debbie came and ran with me in the 2nd round. ;DD haha. Well though we were last (and got told off by Ms Ng for being so late), it was good. At least i wasnt as shag as i wouldve been if i followed them.
Touch Rugby again. It's been going on for a month already!
But today, I was kinda active in today's game. haha. I was running like crazy, being the dummy half and running. & ya know what? I was the one who actually SCORED the FIRST and LAST goal of the day. zOMG la, i cant believe it myself. haha! Well, ppl high fived me. First time. I have always been the one high fiving people for scoring goals never have ppl high fived me before. lols. This is kinda retarded. Who cares, i just like it. haha. Quite satisfied with myself.
We werent late for bio today! In fact all of us were there before her! Or at least came up at the same time as her. Bio test next week. Depressing. Argh. Argh. Argh.
Lit lecture was so... Family. haha. Disgrace family-ing. Mr Teo generally painted big pictures and questions for us to ponder. I never ever bother to ponder. So yea, bad student i know. Whatever. -.- Well, you know what I think? I think that literature lectures are kinda useless. Tutorials are the truly useful ones. I dont regret taking lit. But i'm starting to think that maybe people with economics will stand to have a better chance. Bcos of GP, GP is a subject biased to certain students with certain subjects. And yea, logically, lit students lose out. Except maybe in language. If not, content wise, econs students have and edge over us bcos of the whole lot of Econs questions in GP essays. Then they talk of Marginalised benefits and what have you. I dont know a thing and yea, I can just be happy and roll my eyes i guess. What more, the newspapers are chucked full of them. I am like SO SICK of newspapers now, TIME too.
Off to band, my tongue is freakingly retarded today. shows the touch i lost with my instru over 1 day. just one freaking day. Argh. Argh. Argh. I totally am unable to tongue at 100. I am like grieving over double tonguing. I am somehow giving up alr. B'cos, it comes and goes. Today it didnt visit me at all. I am tired and sick of Ta-Ka-ing. No matter how much i do it. I just cant get it right, it sucks when your tongue is part of you yet it has a mind of its over. Sometimes it goes super slow and sluggish but at others, it goes so fast you cant control it. Once you try controlling, it disappears. Its like a subconscious thing. And nw, my single tongue isnt fast enough. Great. Tell me how do i do this. Rachel is freaking out and climbing up the wall. (That was random, i dont know why i put that too.) Thomas "coached" me today too. Like last week, he was strict and yea, he makes a great teacher la. I feel damned bad for whining abt him being so so so so so strict. Well, my fault for laughing after playing wrongly. Sorry sorry. But true enough, BEATRICE sabotaged me. The meowing girl. Urgh. Well, lots of selfpractice to do. Doing it tml again. I feel like playing for strings now eh. lols. Tml, shall just tag along and see what happens. But if there's no space, alright then. surrender to fate. Blame me for not signing my name up. Argh Argh Argh.
My interview's next monday. Hell lot of good presidential candidates. I am kind of freaked out already. Everyone is seriously so strong. But well, gogo rachel tan! Happy Conv. Happy Conv. Happy Conv. Happy Conv. ;DD My aim is to know all the J1s and mix more with J2s and i got one week to do that. haha.
Summary: I am super lagging in studies& in band. Now i've even got a wild heart i cant control. Damned.
Phew, what a long post. & what a hell lot of work left undone. D: