Wednesday, May 13, 2009 / 8:37 PM
What a nice way to start off the wonderful day that I have no practices.
Ahh, I don’t care. Its not even something I should be bothered about anyway. Whatever will be will be, Que Sara Sara. ((: Is tht hw you spell it? Ha, Whatever.
I’m in the com lab, skipping lecture. I feel a kinda sense of satisfaction. The feeling is damned shiok. I have like no clue about whatever the lecture was abt since I missed the whole chunk last thurs. Oh wth.
I don’t know what was it that made me so emotionally saddened today. The long hours of school? The fact that concert’s kinda screwed? The long hours of practices? The loss I feel during lessons cos I don’t get what shit the lecturer or tutor is saying? I unno, I really don’t. I think it’s a mix of all. But still, what can I do? I miss chungcheng. I wish I was back in that cubby house school. Then I wouldn’t be feeling like that now and I wouldn’t wna skip lectures.
No matter how much I whine, I realize I’m still stuck in this… LIFE. No matter how much I close my eyes and open them, it’s the same thing. I know what I am saying is not making much sense. No wonder fairy tales are always fairy tales. Like if your actions touch heaven, something magical will happen and you’d be a saint, be tgt forever or smth.
I just have a strong feeling someone’ll shout to me, shut up and get on with life la. This is what you chose. Yea, I know. Regretting isn’t of much use. Shouldve took biomed science in SP! DD:
Oh well, whatever again.
Apparently, its what it is.
((: I must try to BUCK UP AND GET ON WITH LIFE. AH.