Tuesday, June 2, 2009 / 8:32 PM
Wednesday, the only day which i can escape from gng to school.
Yet, i have tuition at night& chem briefing for next week's workshop. Damned la. Its only like 1hr and i flew to school. I hate tutorials and whatever shit. I AM DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY. EVERYTHING IS SO DISORGANISED AND MESSY! Every step is unsure. Every thing is so wrong.
I seriously should know how to differentiate from whats right and wrong, but now I understand why people act irrationally. Because, "To mug or not to mug, that is the qn" The former is morally just and the latter is sane. Some profound internal struggle gng on. Screw it.
When i just want to start my drama spree, someone had to just lend off my dvds. Deymmm.
I suppose we have too much commitments to hold ourselves to one place. It was a moment of irrationality. I hope you forgive me for doing this yet again.
All this shit, is enough to make me upset, depressed and frustrated. What a failure.
I need dark chocolate.