Friday, July 17, 2009 / 3:17 AM
Why the heck must this happen in every point of my life.
Primary School, Secondary School and Junior College.
Woweee.Exams screw everything. Every aspect of my life.
Friends, Family, Work. Are results really everything?
I didnt know that results mean everything to you.
Comon, what isit do you want me to do?
Transfer marks to you? I thought you'd be a grown up 17 year old.
But i thought wrong. It isnt like that at all.
I cant believe I'm letting this childish and stupid trick of yours get to me.
I'm just disgusted about how fast you switch loyalties and created a transparent yet impenetrable barrier between us.
Here I am being so fucked up and all. You must be at some corner enjoying life.
Haha, well maybe its just me but then again. It was you who made me feel this way.
So much for being "bffs" for such a long time, you just screwed it all.
I'm taking all this stress onto my poor body.
Ikeep eating when i'm unhappy, I'm adding fat to myself. Argh.
I need to stop this.
I'm watching Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince for Goodness sake. Yet I just lost all the mood to do so. All because of one stupid event.
I'm gonna face this alone, and face it well.
I'm going to make it. I'm not going to bconme a pile of shit, I wont. ((: